Marie’s Journal

On Friday we shared some time together and it was a little different to our sensual moments of pleasure. I love my tickle massages… they affect me differently, depending on the circumstances, especially when we haven’t had a lot of time together…

Last Friday when he joined me in my bed, he lay next to me his kisses always turn me ons so much, they send signals down to my pussy that I can’t explain… our kisses have gone from being sensual to passionate and sometimes make the need for pleasure more urgent, rather than slow and erotic…

But I don’t care… I love the way he kisses me… he can be as sensual as he wants to be or if he chooses to be passionate I will accept those kisses no matter what… because he does it so well and they certainly turn me on….

He went from kissing me to sucking on my nipple. He teased me, biting it and pulling on it, sucked it into his mouth and I think he got the response he was hoping for. Although I don’t think he expected me to be as wet as what I was…

When he asked me if I wanted a tickle, I knew that those pleasures were going to increase so I lay on my tummy letting him tickle me. From my neck down to my feet, he tickled me between my legs… but for a long time he didn’t touch me where I wanted him to.

In my mind I begged him to touch me, but his fingers played over my mound and down my thighs and between my cheeks… but he would slip his fingers between my pussy lips. I could feel the breeze from the fan making my pussy cool… I knew I was wet but… I wasn’t sure just how wet…

I’m not going to write everything that happened because those moments are special between me and him… but…

When he knelt between my legs, he spread my cheeks and I could feel his cock pressing against my tight hole… but he moved until his cock was touching my pussy while I was on my tummy, I had to move a little because I wanted to feel him slip inside me. I slipped my hand between my legs and my juices dripped down my fingers and thumb.

I knew then how wet I really was. I was quite surprised but at the same time I knew he could turn me on just by kissing me but when he played with my nipple, I couldn’t wait to find out just how wet….

I wiped my juices over the head of his cock… but at the same time I wanted to feel him inside me…

I shifted a little more so I could encourage his cock to find its way into my pussy. I felt it part my pussy lips before slipping inside. His cock was so hard and I wanted him to fuck me but… he moved away…

He let me suck him, letting me taste my juices mixed with his pre-cum… it was so yummy…

I lay on my back and he lay between my legs, licking my pussy… his tongue played with my clit, dancing across it, making it throb and my legs twitch as he touched each sensitive spot. The feelings were incredible….

I knew it wouldn’t take long for me to climax because he licked me so well. His tongue licking my pussy all over, catching my juices with his tongue… It felt so good, I didn’t want to cum too quickly but at the same time I wanted to feel the orgasm that was growing inside me…

When I came, I couldn’t help but cry out… those sensations were mind-blowing…

As I write this I am visualising him between my legs, licking me. I can feel him licking all the way down my pussy, right down to where my juices pool…

He sucks on my clit while it is still pulsating, the sensations are incredible… it’s almost like I am still climaxing…

When he kneels between my legs and slips his cock inside he touches all the right places. My pussy is so sensitive… his cock is hard and fills me and when he kisses me my pussy can’t help but contract around his hardness…

His passionate kisses while fucking me are incredible…

Snuggling together, kissing and touching and tickling is a wonderful way to come down from those heights of wonderous pleasures…

Until next time….

Marie

For some, the idea of experimenting and exploring only means one thing… hard sex. But for others, it means the sensual and erotic moments where two people can enjoy different sensations by exploring and experimenting.

I’d love to have more than a few hours where we can play… starting from the moment we arrive at our destination.

I’d love to play with him first and this is where the Wetstuff comes in handy. It is so soft and makes everything nice and slippery and it’s also water based so it’s not oily.

I’d love to make him cum first, massaging his cock, teasing him with my hands. Stroking him… slowly at first… until those first drops of pre-cum start to drip from the tiny slit in the head…

When those first drops appear, I don’t want to waste them at all, because he tastes so yummy. I’d let my tongue catch the drops, before closing my mouth down over the head, sucking it into my mouth before sliding my mouth down the full length of his hardness.

I love feeling his cock throb against my tongue. I listen to his breathing, I watch his hips moving for all the tell tale signs, knowing he will cum for me soon. Even though I know he wants to cum almost as soon as we arrive, I want to play just a little longer, keeping him on the edge just for a few moments more…

I know he wants to cum… but not yet…

I lay next to him so we were head to toe… We both wanted to explore and play with each other at the same time. I liked his thoughts of me lying next to him like this so that he could his hand while I use mine.

To feel him fist my pussy, while I masturbate him, sounds so good and I’m sure it will feel just as good because I know he will be watching me playing with him and his hand sliding in and out of my pussy.

The best thing is as I write this, I know he will visualize the moment before we even play… that thought turns me on knowing that he enjoys the things we do, the new things we try and other sensations and positions that we often enjoy…

As I write this, I am visualizing the moment when we can explore this position that we haven’t tried. I can see how hard he is, I can feel how hard he is…. I know that he is excited because I can see it in his eyes and I can hear his breathing and feel his cock throbbing in my hand…

It’s time to make him cum because I want him to cum for me quickly… I want to taste him, to feel his hot cum as it hits against the top of my mouth. When we play I know he will have a big load for me and I can already taste his yummy juices and I can’t wait to taste them when we play.

I know he wants to make me cum too and I love it when he moves between my legs and teases me before licking my pussy. His tongue feels so nice when it slides up over my clit and back down to where my juices pool… before he licks upwards again letting his tongue pulsate against my clit…

He knows he is teasing me, because he feels my legs twitching… he knows when I am close to cumming because he hears the changes in my breathing and when he moves away a little, he hears my whimpers, almost begging him to make me cum…

I’d love to cum for him quickly like he came for me so we can try some new positions…

To be continued….

Marie

It has been a while since we had time alone away from home where we could be totally alone with no interruptions so when that time comes I feel that the pleasures that will be bestowed upon my body will be worth waiting for… as they always are…

I love when it when he uses his tongue and fingers on me but this time, it will be a little different because I want him to shave my pussy before we play.

There is something about being shaved that turns me on, perhaps it is the sensual touching that goes with it… but I am not sure… although I can picture him being so gentle while he lets the razor slide over the sensitive skin of my pussy. I want him to shave it all over until it is nice and smooth and there are no hairs in the way before he licks me…

I want him to be in control because I like to be able to submit to the pleasures that come when he plays with me.

Our time away allows us to enjoy those moments without any interruptions, I can relax and be me while those sensual pleasures take hold of mind and body…

With my clean shaven sensitive pussy in front of him, he leant forward and I felt him blow gently, the soft breath teased my tingling skin…

He took control, licking my clit slowly making my legs twitch and he knew that he had found that most sensitive spots, he hit the right nerve and I could feel the pleasure and I tried to focus on it but I only wanted him to get me close to coming, this time…

I wanted him to get me to the point that, if I was to play with myself bringing me closer to my orgasm, it would allow him to take over just as I was about to cum for him.

When I close my eyes I can see him playing with me, licking me, his tongue dipping into my hole, lapping at my juices before flicking my clit with his tongue… I could feel myself shaking, quivering and my orgasm was so close… but he kept me on the edge… but then he stopped…. He took my hand in his and placed my fingers over my pussy, encouraging me to play.

I rubbed gently, the sensations continued to grow and I watched him play with his cock, he masturbated while I played…. I felt him move a little as he reached for the Wetstuff… Knowing what he was going to do heightened the pleasures that were building inside me.

My clit felt hard as I rubbed it, he could tell by my breathing that I was getting closer. He covered his fingers and his hand with lube before playing with me, sliding one and then another inside me as I masturbated for him…

Two fingers became three and that burning feeling inside me grew, my legs were quivering and I relaxed as the first wave of pleasure washed over me and he slipped four fingers into my pussy… four fingers and his thumb…. My orgasm came as he pushed his hand inside me, moving it slowly, in and out as each throb of pleasure intensified as he fisted me…

I could feel my pussy grabbing his hand and his wrist as he fisted me… My pussy throbbed and my heart raced and my body was shaking from the intense pleasures he had created for me…

Until next time…

Marie

Enticing Moments of Pleasure – Part 2

We had to return to the stage and I was left with a sexual glow that one could never imagine. I also knew then that if anyone was to take my virginity then it was him. He had enticed me with those moments of pleasure…

But over the years, life changes… Ohh did I miss the part where he took my virginity?

Hmm yeah I did didn’t I. Well let me say that it was a moment when I do remember and even though he tried to be gentle… well that is another story…

Let’s skip around 15 years (oh my… that is a long time) but let’s skip those years because some of those times in between I choose not to remember. When I met my partner… he found me to be a quiet woman but the desire to enjoy sex was still there even though from a previous relationship I had lost the ability to orgasm. Strange I know but I did…

Steve taught me how to relax and to enjoy the pleasures that would be bestowed upon me. Finally after some time that moment in time happened and I could only look to the future and more orgasms.

But orgasms aren’t all part of those enticing moments of pleasure to me. I enjoy the sexually and sensually stimulating moments where I can relax and enjoy different sensations. With lovers that are so different in styles and knowing how to create those sensations gives me great pleasure and I find it an honour to be able to enjoy every moment that they give me.

Sometimes I wish that I was a virgin again but that virgin today not many years ago…

Where I can lay back and be touched, my pussy played with, my clit rubbed softly while lying in the arms of that special someone. I close my eyes and I can feel fingers playing with me, sliding into the depths of my body, teasing my g-spot and the sensitive areas that are covered by wetness…

To feel his arms wrapped around my body, him touching me, not worried that I am naked but encouraging me to be naked… skin to skin, soft fingers massaging my body, playing with my nipples, the sensitive spots around my neck, down my back… my buttocks and between my legs.

He’d wait till he was sure that I was ready for him, nice and wet before exploring my pussy with his fingers some more. His fingers rubbing against me, teasing me and he would know when I was ready because he’d hear me whimpering and gasping with each sensual touch…

But this day was different instead of allowing to enjoy those pleasures, the ones that entice me into extreme orgasms that take me to places within my mind…

he had me kneel up in front of him. I could feel his hard cock behind me. I thought at first he was going to tease me but he spread my cheeks a little and pressed the head of his cock against my tight puckered hole.

I could feel a little resistance as he pushed against me until the head of his cock slipped just inside. Massive explosions of wild sensations raced through my body. He held his cock still, not moving until he knew I was ready for him.

I felt myself relax, and let my fingers walked over my clit rubbing it as he thrust his hips forward his cock sinking deep inside my tight arse.

Those sensations were incredible and the feeling of being taken from behind was something that only one who enjoys anal can ever explain. It is a totally different feeling to other ways that I enjoy anal… with my eyes closed I can picture it now. Visuals of sensual and erotic moments are enticing moments of pleasure that keep me going until next time.

But our pleasures didn’t stop there…. He fucked me hard and I played with my clit until I could feel that burning inside me… I wanted to cum, to climax with him… but he is a tease… he knows how to tease me and to leave me hanging on the edge until the right moment. Pushing my fingers away from my dripping pussy, he reluctantly pulled his cock from my arse and in a whisper he was gone… into the shower to clean his cock until the time was right for release.

I lay on the bed, with my eyes closed coming down from those wondrous heights but not right down because he lay between my legs and licked me. His tongue lapping at my nectar that covered my sex…. He twirled his tongue around my still throbbing clit and instantly I felt those pangs of pleasure running through my body.

I was close but I knew he wouldn’t let me cum just yet…

Until next time… enticing moments of pleasure will continue….

Marie

Playing The Waiting Game

Three sleeps, until the day when I am able to spend time with a special friend. It may seem like an adventure, but at the same time it will be an exploration of mind, body and soul, sensual and sexual pleasures.

I have to admit that I am a little nervous. Sure I have spent time with him before and I thoroughly enjoy the wild sensations that he gives, but I am nervous. I’ve never spent the night with him and to me this is a journey into the unknown.

However I know that I will enjoy every moment of it, because the hints, the teasing and the promises of what might and will happen excite me.

The build up to this night together has been something that no one would ever understand like we do. The teasing, the touching and the playing and me not climaxing until the day is beyond anything I would ever have dreamed about.

Many people could never understand how good an afternoon that slips well into the night and waking with someone that has promised to pleasure you, will be.

I am looking forward to it, 3 more sleeps… yet I wish the time would go faster so we can play.

I long to feel his tongue on my pussy, rolling it around my clit until he knows I am about to cum… I desperately want to feel it, the wild mind-blowing sensations that wash over me when I climax.

Those pleasures are too nice to put into words.

Only those who have seen me and felt me cum like that could ever understand the pleasures they give me.

Until next time…

Marie

Visualising a Moment of Pleasure

I sometimes find myself working hard and focusing on the project at hand when something suddenly comes to me. I find myself thinking about where I am, what I am doing but also about what I would like to be doing right at that very moment.

There is even the odd occasion where I will visualize what has happened to me in the past or perhaps what I am hoping for in the future.

Tonight I was sitting here working away, reviewing another porn site among the many that need to be reviewed when I began to visualize… Who knows if it will ever happen, but I sure as hell hope it does one day.

I’d like to be able to lay on the bed with my eyes closed to the world a blindfold in place. Not knowing what was going to happen is the key to the wild sensations that one would feel… that I would feel.

I am sure my heart would be racing and I can already feel the wetness between my legs with each second that passes of not knowing. The anticipation, the adrenalin rush… Waiting to feel those pleasures…

He’d left me there until he was ready to tease me. I feel the bed move beside me and a warm finger run across my cheek and his lips on mine.

I am in a world obscured by darkness but I feel by body shiver as he kisses me, his fingers playing with my nipples until they become hard. He moves down the bed kissing me until he finds my hard nipples and bites and sucks them into his mouth. I can feel his fingers tracing a path down to my pussy.

A tickle massage, light and sensual, he teases the insides of my thighs before focusing his attention on my wet pussy.

There are no words spoken, just touching, caressing and teasing. I ached to feel those pleasures and felt him move between my legs, his hands squeezing each cheek of my arse. I can fee his breath blowing gently on my clit. I felt myself moan as surges of ecstasy spread through my entire body.

I felt his tongue probing my pussy, licking all around it, darting in and out before focusing on my clit.

He was devouring my pussy, sucking my clit, rubbing it and I felt myself nearing a wild orgasm. Faster and faster he ate my pussy, while his fingers fucked me, rubbed against my g-spot. I could feel myself quivering as I neared an orgasm I so longed for. I felt myself pushing against his tongue and mouth; my legs were quivering, so close… I was on the edge… I could feel my clit and pussy ready to explode…

When he stopped…

Out of her darkness I could hear him whispering, asking me what I wanted…

Fuck… I want to cum, I want him to fuck me and I begged him to fuck me hard…

I heard someone in the room crying out for him…. Begging him….

“Ohhh goddddd please, yes please! Fuck me! Fuck me!”

I felt him put my legs up over his shoulders and he slammed into me with his hard cock into my aching pussy. He fucked me hard.

I played with my clit while he fucked me hard. I felt so close to cumming and I so desperately wanted to….

He didn’t stop until he felt me and heard me screaming, his cock filling me, my cunt squeezing it hard as I came with his cock buried deep inside me….

Hmmm… to be continued…

Marie

Picture yourself as a fly on the wall, what would you see…

Two people - good friends who are learning a little more about each other every day. Secrets unfold through words as they are told. It is interesting how things have started to develop. The first phone call, a visit… some time out… before he calls again.

A special moment in time, a word, a touch… something happened where she finds herself comfortable with him. She allows their time together to develop and he knows how to pleasure her. The sensual moments continue and now their times together are special. The hunger for pleasures, the hunger to be touched is more urgent than one may have thought it would be.

The teasing, the build up and those pleasures…

A fly on the wall sees two people, playing, touching and caressing. A moment in time when they can be together…. With her sitting in the chair her, he spreads her legs wide and finds she is wearing no panties. Her juices, tiny droplets against her bare skin begged to be licked and tasted.

He moves his head between her legs and you can see the pleasure on her face. The softness of his tongue pressed against her throbbing clit. She aches to cum, to experience an orgasm she has been holding onto for several days, but he refuses to let her climax.

You can see her quiver, her legs shaking; the hunger for release evident. The hunger to feel the pleasure wash over her, but instead he moves away slightly and blows gently on her burning cunt.

Her chest rises and falls. With her head back and her eyes closed she lets him pleasure her. She feels his fingers sliding inside her, playing with her g-spot… her moans soft and labored… she wants to cum, to climax, to experience the orgasm that she so desperately wants… but he stops. She is quivering, so close… another touch, another lick… but it was not meant to be… not yet.
He is hard, harder than a steel pole. His cock strains for release. She unzips his trousers, precum glistens all around the head. He’d been leaking while he was teasing her. But this time it is different.

She kneels in front of him, closes her mouth around the head, tasting his precum. A taste that she loves…. But she wants more. He wouldn’t allow her to climax, but she wants to drink his hot protein mix. She strokes and sucks him and her tongue caresses the head and shaft until she can taste him some more.

He holds onto her head and begins to fuck her mouth. In and out he pounds his cock, pushing it further down her throat until she is almost gagging and he cums… his hot cum showers her tonsils…

She gulps down every drop. Looking up at him she smiles and he helps her to her feet…

Licking her lips she has satisfied her hunger for his hot cum, but her orgasm is still on hold…

With an aching pussy, she waits…

Marie

A Special Night

In the past I have spoken about feelings, sensual pleasures, seeing an escort, women of pleasure and why do men see escorts. There comes a time with a lot of women like me who men want to spend a night with.

Here are my thoughts on that…

I’m writing this now because it is early in the morning and when I have thoughts going around in my mind I have to write them to help understand them and share them with you.

Many men have often said they would like to spend the night with me. Since working in the adult industry for many years I have often been asked “how much will it cost, what do will I get during that time, do we sleep, what positions will we do or will you do everything?”

These guys ask all the right questions but the majority of them will only ever take my answers and dream of what I tell them. To them asking for an overnight stay, or me spending the night or weekend with them is just a fantasy. But for those that decide that they would like to spend a night together with me….

“What do they get?”

They get me!

They get all of me. My pleasures, my feelings, my being… I am human remember. A real person who loves to enjoy everything that I can when I can…. But at the same time I suppose I would need to also know what I will be getting. I need to know, that I will also get something out of a night or a weekend away with you.

A night together is a pleasure and to really enjoy it I like to know the person I am spending that night with. To do that, I need to know how I will be pleasured, what he would like to do to me, how he would like to enjoy my presence and yet at the same time I’d share with him, what I’d like to do with him and let him know that I am comfortable with us having a night together.

A night together and yes there usually is some sleeping to be had, but having fun is up there before and after enjoying a nice meal together, a glass or two of wine, scotch (or any spirit that you enjoy) or a beer is good to help relax and getting to know each other.

Having spent some time exploring each other’s body, the different sensations, the wild pleasures those sensual moments before the night together helps when it comes to relaxing. The adrenalin rush just thinking about more time to share and explore can be incredible if you are really looking forward to that time.

My night together would consist of a pleasant drive together to wherever we are going. Having a normal conversation that is not all about sex, talking about sex , I will be nervous, I will try not to let my shyness show, I will try to be myself because I cannot pretend to be someone I am not…

Now… for the ‘juicy’ stuff…

Sensual moments together, a sensual tickle massage where I submit to him and he pleasures me, letting him explore every erogenous zone that he can find (I won’t help but he will know when he finds them), hard sex – me riding him, him taking me from behind, my legs up over his shoulders and me on my hands and knees giving him a wild blowjob.

Sharing a few moments to watch each other masturbate, watching each other playing with cock and pussy before is a turn on for a lot of people. I can’t wait to try this with him… I should also add that anal is on the menu and a creampie surprise for desert would be a nice treat too.

Sensual moments, touching, feeling and holding each other. Licking sucking and biting my sensitive nipples and kissing is on my list way about a lot of other things. A sensual kiss between two people is not just erotic but it can be the lead in to a wild night of passion.

So there you have my thoughts and what I sometimes wake to in the mornings. Just thinking about spending a night together makes me feel good and even though the sun isn’t up yet and I’m still waking, I think it is time to let my fingers do a little walking. All over my pussy, inside my pussy searching for my g-spot and masturbating… wishing he were here to lightly brush his tongue over my clit… hmmm

Now I wonder, besides the sensual tickle massage what he would like to do to me and how he would like to enjoy me and how he would like me to pleasure him…

I guess I’ll have to wait and see…

Until next time…

Marie

How does one explain how they feel when they feel so good? Ok so it is a strange question but in my last post I wrote about guys who made me feel good and then there were those who were a good fuck but that was about as far as they went.

Today for some reason something made me see how I am often drawn into the sensual feelings and it works on the way I feel for some people. Working in the adult industry, was supposed to be filled with the worst people on this earth to some gentleman who actually do give a damn.

Let me explain something here… you see many would think that working ladies like myself don’t have feelings, but they do. I do. I feel so much. But there is also a time when I know when those feelings are real, when they are a little disturbed, when they are having fun or when they just can’t stand someone, but will continue to see them because they have the money to pay and that is what the business is all about.

However, having said that and having had a glass of wine with dinner, my mind and heart are open once more to sharing how I love those wild sensations that one can give.

I am never one to rush when it comes to reaching places within a relationship. I like to build on that moment as much as I can. I want to experience so much, to feel the comfort, the wild sensations, the warmth that even just a cuddle can give. At the same time I don’t like to rush anyone into doing anything with me they do not want to do.

Touching, caressing, feeling are all part of the sensual moments that I truly enjoy.

For those who don’t know me and for some who do, I read the last sentence and I can’t help but smile to myself. I don’t always show emotions or sensual feelings towards someone because many would read those moments as being something that isn’t true.

Remember what I said that some working ladies do have feelings… I am one of them. I do have feelings and sometimes those feelings do come to the forefront and show themselves to the person who I enjoy.

To the person who I enjoy being with, enjoy the sensual moments with and when and if the time is right the night away where we can explore those sensual and erotic touches of pleasure.

Writing this entry tonight has been one of the hardest because I have been trying to read my own mind and enjoy what is happening. I have decided that I really do want to experience everything I can because those moments mean a lot to me.

Knowing when we have spoken that there is no commitment is something that establishes learning or a yearning for more.

How far do we go, when we pleasure each other, how do I know to let my body give in to those wild pleasures… to not let other intrusions enter into my mind when I am on the edge of a wild orgasm…

I suppose only time will tell. I want to learn more. I want to learn and enjoy erotic moments while trying to squirt, the tickle massage that leaves me dripping wet and many other pleasures that I have yet to learn…

I want to block out the things that interrupt my mind, that take me away from that building orgasm… so I can learn and enjoy more…

Before I leave you guys bored to tears…

I am a person who loves to be touched, who craves attention, enjoys sensual and erotic touches. I am a real person… who loves hugs and cuddles….

Marie

Trying to hard to climax can always have the opposite affect to what would normally be a wild mind-blowing orgasm. When the moment is highly sensual and erotic sometimes reaching the pinnacle of that moment may not happen.

I have experienced that moment when an orgasm doesn’t happen. It is no fault of anyone’s really so never ever blame yourself… the timing just isn’t right.

One may ask what happens at that point in time. Well I have to admit that sometimes many things can take your mind for a moment from those sensations… the stirring of a blind with the wind blowing against them, a noise outside, screaming kids… sometimes disruptions that happen in your mind.

Today that happened to me. I was treated to a tingle massage that left my mind in a whirl and when he slid his cock between velvety lips and into my pussy I didn’t realise how wet I was, until I touched myself.

He told me that I would feel his cock touching me and I knew the time was right when I felt my juices wet against my pubic hair… and his cock touched ever so lightly against my clit.

I have always enjoyed those sensual moments of pleasure. I believe that when I give my mind, body and soul to those sensations I reach the pleasures of ultimate surrender.

The gentle touches of the tickle massage, fingers against my neck, my back, arms, down my thighs, my legs, my feet… I don’t think that I could ever forget those feelings. Those sensual pleasures…

But there comes a time when the climax just can’t be reached. I can’t fake my orgasm, as anyone close to me knows or whoever hears me cum, will tell.

Today I focused too hard and with too many things happening it just wasn’t to be. But at the same time it doesn’t mean that I didn’t enjoy those pleasures. My pussy was so sensitive and when he slipped his cock deep inside me, it was alive, the feelings were incredible.

Laying in his arms, I could feel my body still shaking… and even now as I write this my pussy is still tingling from those moments we shared together.

Until next time…

Marie