Marie’s Journal

Never put too many expectations on yourself because often it can lead to pleasures that just cannot be. If you choose to have a night away with someone never plan what is going to happen.

Sure you can discuss what you would like to happen, but don’t plan how many orgasms you’d like to enjoy, don’t plan the positions you want to try… just go with the flow.

Let those moments of pleasure be special and not expected, enjoy each touch without worrying about trying to explore all the positions and those orgasms with come to those who wait.

There are many women out there who cannot orgasm at the drop of a hat; they have never experienced multiple orgasms like some do, but that should never interfere with the pleasures that can be bestowed upon your body when you are with a good friend.

My night away, was something very special.

The build up to it was one filled with teasing and many days of being so wet that when a tongue or finger touched me, it felt like heaven…

The trip to where we going was one huge, teased filled journey. His fingers tickled me in all the right spots when he could. My pussy was so wet and I was sure I left a huge wet spot on the seat cover, but… hey, these things happen

When we made to the motel, the shy me was there… However at the same time so was the excited and horny me. I wanted to feel him and have him touch me and when he asked if I wanted a tickle massage, I couldn’t resist.

I lay there and he touched me forever. My pussy was dripping and when he slipped his fingers between my legs, he could feel how hot I was… I think he was quite shocked to feel the heat radiating from my pussy, but it wasn’t just that. I was wet, so wet my juices were dripping down onto the sheet under us.

When he invited me to turn over, I couldn’t resist that moment. I wanted to feel his tongue on my pussy, licking me, teasing me and enjoying me. He does it so well. He knows when I am building up to a wild climax and he backs off, licking me everywhere else but where those pleasures were…

He’d lick down to my arse and back to my clit, teasing me again until he found that special spot. My legs and body quivered under his touch, a telltale sign that I was on the edge. There is no way I can hide that, no matter how I try… I can’t and he knows it.

His fingers played with my arse, sliding in and out… sensations too hard to explain but they are something that I can’t get enough of at the right time. When his tongue plays with my pussy and his fingers fuck my arse…. Hmm those pleasures unless someone else has experienced them, they are too hard to explain.

But I know he knew that I was enjoying them because he had me on the edge so many times, until he couldn’t stop me any longer. I had to climax. I needed to feel that release that I had wanted for so long.

He licked me, his tongue focused on that spot, my pleasure spot that when licked and licked there is no return. Wave after wave of electrifying sensations washed over me. I felt my whole being relax, tense up, enjoy and that release was mind-blowing. He continued to lick me as I came down from those heights of wondrous pleasure… but…

With my pussy still throbbing and my clit tingling… he entered me with his thick cock.

Just thinking about that moment makes my pussy tingle and my desire to enjoy it all over again is here with me now… He fucked me with my legs up over his shoulders, his cock plays against my swollen g-spot and I play with my clit.

I thought I’d felt every pleasure imaginable until he slipped his cock from my pussy and pressed it against my tight puckered hole. Hmmm I couldn’t resist… I needed to feel him inside me and when I held my legs he knew that it was ok for him to fuck me.

His cock pressed against my arse until I felt it slide in. It felt so thick and so hard, my arse stretched around him and when I relaxed a little more he fucked me hard. I rubbed my clit and it felt so good I didn’t want it to stop, but I squeezed his cock when he came…

Together we lay, touching and holding, kissing and enjoying that special moment… the first moment of mind-blowing pleasure on our first night together…

Until next time…

Marie

Picture yourself as a fly on the wall, what would you see…

Two people - good friends who are learning a little more about each other every day. Secrets unfold through words as they are told. It is interesting how things have started to develop. The first phone call, a visit… some time out… before he calls again.

A special moment in time, a word, a touch… something happened where she finds herself comfortable with him. She allows their time together to develop and he knows how to pleasure her. The sensual moments continue and now their times together are special. The hunger for pleasures, the hunger to be touched is more urgent than one may have thought it would be.

The teasing, the build up and those pleasures…

A fly on the wall sees two people, playing, touching and caressing. A moment in time when they can be together…. With her sitting in the chair her, he spreads her legs wide and finds she is wearing no panties. Her juices, tiny droplets against her bare skin begged to be licked and tasted.

He moves his head between her legs and you can see the pleasure on her face. The softness of his tongue pressed against her throbbing clit. She aches to cum, to experience an orgasm she has been holding onto for several days, but he refuses to let her climax.

You can see her quiver, her legs shaking; the hunger for release evident. The hunger to feel the pleasure wash over her, but instead he moves away slightly and blows gently on her burning cunt.

Her chest rises and falls. With her head back and her eyes closed she lets him pleasure her. She feels his fingers sliding inside her, playing with her g-spot… her moans soft and labored… she wants to cum, to climax, to experience the orgasm that she so desperately wants… but he stops. She is quivering, so close… another touch, another lick… but it was not meant to be… not yet.
He is hard, harder than a steel pole. His cock strains for release. She unzips his trousers, precum glistens all around the head. He’d been leaking while he was teasing her. But this time it is different.

She kneels in front of him, closes her mouth around the head, tasting his precum. A taste that she loves…. But she wants more. He wouldn’t allow her to climax, but she wants to drink his hot protein mix. She strokes and sucks him and her tongue caresses the head and shaft until she can taste him some more.

He holds onto her head and begins to fuck her mouth. In and out he pounds his cock, pushing it further down her throat until she is almost gagging and he cums… his hot cum showers her tonsils…

She gulps down every drop. Looking up at him she smiles and he helps her to her feet…

Licking her lips she has satisfied her hunger for his hot cum, but her orgasm is still on hold…

With an aching pussy, she waits…

Marie

A Special Night

In the past I have spoken about feelings, sensual pleasures, seeing an escort, women of pleasure and why do men see escorts. There comes a time with a lot of women like me who men want to spend a night with.

Here are my thoughts on that…

I’m writing this now because it is early in the morning and when I have thoughts going around in my mind I have to write them to help understand them and share them with you.

Many men have often said they would like to spend the night with me. Since working in the adult industry for many years I have often been asked “how much will it cost, what do will I get during that time, do we sleep, what positions will we do or will you do everything?”

These guys ask all the right questions but the majority of them will only ever take my answers and dream of what I tell them. To them asking for an overnight stay, or me spending the night or weekend with them is just a fantasy. But for those that decide that they would like to spend a night together with me….

“What do they get?”

They get me!

They get all of me. My pleasures, my feelings, my being… I am human remember. A real person who loves to enjoy everything that I can when I can…. But at the same time I suppose I would need to also know what I will be getting. I need to know, that I will also get something out of a night or a weekend away with you.

A night together is a pleasure and to really enjoy it I like to know the person I am spending that night with. To do that, I need to know how I will be pleasured, what he would like to do to me, how he would like to enjoy my presence and yet at the same time I’d share with him, what I’d like to do with him and let him know that I am comfortable with us having a night together.

A night together and yes there usually is some sleeping to be had, but having fun is up there before and after enjoying a nice meal together, a glass or two of wine, scotch (or any spirit that you enjoy) or a beer is good to help relax and getting to know each other.

Having spent some time exploring each other’s body, the different sensations, the wild pleasures those sensual moments before the night together helps when it comes to relaxing. The adrenalin rush just thinking about more time to share and explore can be incredible if you are really looking forward to that time.

My night together would consist of a pleasant drive together to wherever we are going. Having a normal conversation that is not all about sex, talking about sex , I will be nervous, I will try not to let my shyness show, I will try to be myself because I cannot pretend to be someone I am not…

Now… for the ‘juicy’ stuff…

Sensual moments together, a sensual tickle massage where I submit to him and he pleasures me, letting him explore every erogenous zone that he can find (I won’t help but he will know when he finds them), hard sex – me riding him, him taking me from behind, my legs up over his shoulders and me on my hands and knees giving him a wild blowjob.

Sharing a few moments to watch each other masturbate, watching each other playing with cock and pussy before is a turn on for a lot of people. I can’t wait to try this with him… I should also add that anal is on the menu and a creampie surprise for desert would be a nice treat too.

Sensual moments, touching, feeling and holding each other. Licking sucking and biting my sensitive nipples and kissing is on my list way about a lot of other things. A sensual kiss between two people is not just erotic but it can be the lead in to a wild night of passion.

So there you have my thoughts and what I sometimes wake to in the mornings. Just thinking about spending a night together makes me feel good and even though the sun isn’t up yet and I’m still waking, I think it is time to let my fingers do a little walking. All over my pussy, inside my pussy searching for my g-spot and masturbating… wishing he were here to lightly brush his tongue over my clit… hmmm

Now I wonder, besides the sensual tickle massage what he would like to do to me and how he would like to enjoy me and how he would like me to pleasure him…

I guess I’ll have to wait and see…

Until next time…

Marie

How does one explain how they feel when they feel so good? Ok so it is a strange question but in my last post I wrote about guys who made me feel good and then there were those who were a good fuck but that was about as far as they went.

Today for some reason something made me see how I am often drawn into the sensual feelings and it works on the way I feel for some people. Working in the adult industry, was supposed to be filled with the worst people on this earth to some gentleman who actually do give a damn.

Let me explain something here… you see many would think that working ladies like myself don’t have feelings, but they do. I do. I feel so much. But there is also a time when I know when those feelings are real, when they are a little disturbed, when they are having fun or when they just can’t stand someone, but will continue to see them because they have the money to pay and that is what the business is all about.

However, having said that and having had a glass of wine with dinner, my mind and heart are open once more to sharing how I love those wild sensations that one can give.

I am never one to rush when it comes to reaching places within a relationship. I like to build on that moment as much as I can. I want to experience so much, to feel the comfort, the wild sensations, the warmth that even just a cuddle can give. At the same time I don’t like to rush anyone into doing anything with me they do not want to do.

Touching, caressing, feeling are all part of the sensual moments that I truly enjoy.

For those who don’t know me and for some who do, I read the last sentence and I can’t help but smile to myself. I don’t always show emotions or sensual feelings towards someone because many would read those moments as being something that isn’t true.

Remember what I said that some working ladies do have feelings… I am one of them. I do have feelings and sometimes those feelings do come to the forefront and show themselves to the person who I enjoy.

To the person who I enjoy being with, enjoy the sensual moments with and when and if the time is right the night away where we can explore those sensual and erotic touches of pleasure.

Writing this entry tonight has been one of the hardest because I have been trying to read my own mind and enjoy what is happening. I have decided that I really do want to experience everything I can because those moments mean a lot to me.

Knowing when we have spoken that there is no commitment is something that establishes learning or a yearning for more.

How far do we go, when we pleasure each other, how do I know to let my body give in to those wild pleasures… to not let other intrusions enter into my mind when I am on the edge of a wild orgasm…

I suppose only time will tell. I want to learn more. I want to learn and enjoy erotic moments while trying to squirt, the tickle massage that leaves me dripping wet and many other pleasures that I have yet to learn…

I want to block out the things that interrupt my mind, that take me away from that building orgasm… so I can learn and enjoy more…

Before I leave you guys bored to tears…

I am a person who loves to be touched, who craves attention, enjoys sensual and erotic touches. I am a real person… who loves hugs and cuddles….

Marie

Trying to hard to climax can always have the opposite affect to what would normally be a wild mind-blowing orgasm. When the moment is highly sensual and erotic sometimes reaching the pinnacle of that moment may not happen.

I have experienced that moment when an orgasm doesn’t happen. It is no fault of anyone’s really so never ever blame yourself… the timing just isn’t right.

One may ask what happens at that point in time. Well I have to admit that sometimes many things can take your mind for a moment from those sensations… the stirring of a blind with the wind blowing against them, a noise outside, screaming kids… sometimes disruptions that happen in your mind.

Today that happened to me. I was treated to a tingle massage that left my mind in a whirl and when he slid his cock between velvety lips and into my pussy I didn’t realise how wet I was, until I touched myself.

He told me that I would feel his cock touching me and I knew the time was right when I felt my juices wet against my pubic hair… and his cock touched ever so lightly against my clit.

I have always enjoyed those sensual moments of pleasure. I believe that when I give my mind, body and soul to those sensations I reach the pleasures of ultimate surrender.

The gentle touches of the tickle massage, fingers against my neck, my back, arms, down my thighs, my legs, my feet… I don’t think that I could ever forget those feelings. Those sensual pleasures…

But there comes a time when the climax just can’t be reached. I can’t fake my orgasm, as anyone close to me knows or whoever hears me cum, will tell.

Today I focused too hard and with too many things happening it just wasn’t to be. But at the same time it doesn’t mean that I didn’t enjoy those pleasures. My pussy was so sensitive and when he slipped his cock deep inside me, it was alive, the feelings were incredible.

Laying in his arms, I could feel my body still shaking… and even now as I write this my pussy is still tingling from those moments we shared together.

Until next time…

Marie

That first phone call to check me out after he had seen my site was an interesting phone call because for some reason I put him off. It wasn’t until I moved and he rang again. He wanted a threesome…

You know the ultimate in fantasies, two females and him… Well I denied him that moment and now I am pleased that I did.

Our moments of pleasure are shared and we enjoy the time together as two people and not three. I have no problems with threesomes but I am selfish really, especially since I enjoy his tongue on my clit, his fingers playing with my pussy and my ass. There is no one else to share those moments, it is just the two of us. But those pleasures are all mine. There is no other woman who can share what he can give me.

So I guess I am very selfish, but in these circumstances I don’t care. I crave attention and I don’t think words can ever express what I experience… only my cries of pleasure as his tongue presses against my clit and I try so hard to not scream as I climax can express how I feel.

To me the ultimate surrender is when two people share their fantasy, the sensual and erotic pleasures together. I know I have to wait to share my tickle massage but one day it will happen, those moments will be something that I will remember for a long time.

Each sensual experience, each touch… a sensual caress leaves me wanting…

Since we first shared time together we have moved from a gentle massage and hand relief (masturbation for those who don’t know what hand relief is) to him licking my pussy with his tongue, keeping me on the edge, feeling my thighs quiver… until finally he allows me to climax.

Those sensations shocked me just as I am sure they had shocked him. Sure he had seen what I do inside my site but experiencing that moment; with me for real I think was special to both of us. It turned our times together around. I wasn’t there just to pleasure him, but he to pleasure me.

I sure was nervous when that moment happened. But now, I long to feel his tongue on my clit, his fingers playing in my pussy and now my arse too….

Really… one person can only experience so many sensations at one time, but I love them all. I like to feel all of them and more.

For some reason, tonight the words are hard to write, because I want to say so much. I live for the wild feelings of caress and sensual massage and a hard fucking. But the build up to those moments are just as good.

When I spoke of him tickling my back, thoughts of him doing that, made my nipples hard, my whole being longs for that special moment.

But that moment is weeks away, so for now, I let my fingers wander all over my pussy, feeling my hardening clit as I seek that special moment when my juices flow…

Until next time guys, I have to play or be played with…

Hugs

Marie

Dear Joe,

From the first day that you came to see me I knew there was something different about you.

The reason you came to see me was to check me out to see if I would be a willing third party in a threesome with another woman. First the phone call and then the visit…

But that never eventuated and I am thankful for that now.

When you were able to come to see me I was eager to please you… if I remember rightly it was just for masturbation, hand relief service… whatever you want to call it.

How times change. Now we come together and after each visit, I need and want more.

No there is no want of commitment like many would want, but there is a need for me to enjoy and experience everything, every position and every sensation that I can. I love being able to enjoy the pleasure of being able to relax and experience sex with others.

Not many men can take me to places deep within my mind where orgasms are always mind-blowing and I have to hang on to the bed not wanting to scratch or hurt you when I dig my fingers in deep.

As I type this I can feel your fingers playing with my pussy, your tongue licking my clit while another finger slips into my arse.

I’m as horny as hell and I know that this week we will share some time together and you as my teacher will take me to places that not many could ever imagine going.

Until then…

Marie

Many guys who would normally meet with me would never really understand that I can be as nervous as they are. And shy too. Really I am shy but some would never guess that I am when they are with me.

Just recently I have been enjoying the company of a guy who likes to please me. We send some emails back and forth and occasionally we get together for some special play time. I like my playtime breaks because it gives me a chance to experience the wild, the sensual and the erotic moments of pleasure that I long for.

Many times I hide behind my persona and it is hard to tell people or men what it is that pleases me. Like many women who have the same problem expressing themselves when confronted with that question… ‘What do you like, or what would you like to do now?’ can be very daunting.

I wouldn’t say it puts a woman off but they certainly have to think.

Here is a suggestion for you guys who like to ask that question. For once take control. I don’t mean that you need to over power her or anything like that. Make the decision and encourage her to enjoy herself. Start slowly and enjoy. If she starts to respond then continue. One word of advice if you are between her legs with your tongue licking her pussy, then go with her movements and let her lead you.

There is a chance that I may get to go away for an overnight stay with this guy and I am really looking forward to exploring different positions and being able to relax with him. I won’t be in my own bed, my own town and I will be away from home which makes the moment more exciting.

I can relax. I can be me… Well… then I can then be the me that I want to be.

I want to enjoy as many sensations as I can. I want him to teach me and to enjoy me at the same time.

He wrote a short story for me the other night and an email to me suggests he would like to enact that story. I have to be honest and say I had to read it three more times before I agreed.

My pussy tingled in anticipation of what might happen when we do meet and spend time together. I wanted to feel the pleasures that the girl in this story felt. I want to feel his tongue on my pussy, teasing me, teasing my clit and licking my arse… flicking his tongue up and down between my puckered hole and my clit.

The flat of his tongue, caressing me, making me twitch, shaking as he keeps me on the edge…. Slowly he slips his finger deep into my tight hole. The feeling of being invaded by a thick finger sends shivers up and down my body and my nipples ache.

I can feel my orgasm building up and up but he keeps me on the edge for so long…

Oh I want to cum, I want to scream but my breath comes in short sighs as I hang onto every feeling, every lick and every thrust of his finger deep in my arse.

He teases me… slowly he pulls his finger out of my hot tunnel…. So slowly that I live for every sensation, my clit feels like it is about to explode when he pushes it deep inside me again and again and those feelings leave me hanging yet again…

I long to climax…. I long to experience that wild climax that I cannot fake… one that makes my whole body quake from the mind-blowing sensations that he has created inside me.

Coming down from that wild orgasmic high, he lifts my legs up over his shoulder and fucks me with his hard throbbing cock. My pussy shudders with each thrust and in my mind I hoped he would slide his cock down… down to my puckered hole and slide his cock deep inside my arse.

I want him to arse fuck me until I can’t stand it any more. I want him to fuck me until he cums and creams my arse…

Oh… I long for our time away so he can fuck me as many times as he so desires. He can play with my body and I can play with his cock. I can’t wait to kneel in front of him and accept his cock into my mouth. My tongue will lick up and down the shaft before playing with the sensitive head… and then I will suck him deep into my mouth until I am almost gagging.

If I am lucky he will shoot his hot cum down my throat so we can start all over again…

Hmmm…

Until next time and I will share the part of his story that I so long to live.

Marie

Damn Joe you certainly know how to work your tongue over my pussy. It is still tingling from the pleasure you gave it. One thing I love is someone playing with my arse at the same time and you did that so well today.

I felt the adrenalin rush because I knew you were going to do it especially when you kept playing with my pussy and using my juices to lube up my tight arse. Next time I think we should do anal but let me get over today first. The pleasures that swept through my body were magnificent and I can’t wait to do this all over again.

You said you loved playtimes, well let me say that I love them as much as you do and I can’t wait until you have some more free time to come and play with me.

Thanks so much Joe…
Guys, Joe is a guy who loves to ensure a woman gets as much pleasure as he does. I hope he likes the blowjob before I ride him because I certainly love giving him one. I especially like to run my teeth gently up and down the shaft of his cock before teasing him and sucking him into my mouth.

Thirty minutes of wild orgasmic pleasures.

I had a conversation with a guy today about me being me. It seems that even though I feel that I have opened up to many things, I don’t really come out and talk about it. Well things are about to change. I have started opening up on other blogs of mine but not this one and it is the one that I feel I should open up on.

You see there is a side to me that some may not know about. It is not until you are in a room with me and we start our time together slowly. Getting to know each other first is a must or the moment is wasted.

When you venture into my world you will see what I mean. I am very open to thing various things including fisting. Yeah I know for some people especially in some countries where porn is deemed obscene, I have to say women do get off on fisting. For those people who can’t relax enough to enjoy it, you are missing out on something very special.

Now not everyone will enjoy fisting and fisting is not for everyone. But for me, if I am comfortable with someone, if the time is right, if the mood is right and if that person is a gentle person and one who wants me to have as much pleasure as them then I’ll enjoy that moment as much as I can.

The feeling is indescribable. There are times when and if the moment is right, I am taken to places inside my mind where no one else can go. The place I believe is somewhere where a submissive can be taken when they are being controlled by their master or mistress.

During the time of those pleasures, that is where I am. I am in a place where pleasure takes over my whole being.
Tomorrow, I’m going to take you on stroll through my dark side…

Until then.

Marie