Marie’s Journal

Fantasy or reality – or just pleasant dreams?

We decided another night away to explore some more. The touching, teasing and pleasing are all part of the enticing moments of pleasure that is enjoyed so much. But that night was a little different. After hours of traveling we decided to have and enjoy a shower together.

“Save water, shower with a friend!”

Oh yes showering together will save water and that evening we did more than save water. I stood in the shower stall with him and let the water flow over our bodies. We both played with the soap, covering each other in a lather of soapy bubbles.

I played special attention to his cock, gently stroking it while he played with my nipples. I knew he wanted to kneel in front of me and lick my pussy, but I wanted to play first.

Kneeling down in front of him with the water flowing down over our bodies, I looked up into his eyes and closed my mouth over the head of his cock sucking him deep into my mouth. Instantly I could taste his yummy precum on my tongue. I slowly worked my mouth up and down his cock, my tongue licking up and down the shaft…

I could see him close his eyes as he enjoyed what I was doing to him. Sucking him was making me horny so I reached between my legs and began playing with my pussy. I could feel it getting nice and wet and my clit hardened under my touch.

He knew what I was doing to myself which made his cock grow harder inside my mouth. But he stopped me and told me it was his turn.

I stood up and leant against the shower wall and this time he knelt in front of me. I reached down and parted my labia for him giving him access to my dripping pussy and throbbing clit. I closed my eyes and let the wild sensations wash over me when his tongue played with me. He licked my pussy up and down, from my clit to my arse, teasing me and pleasing me.

I knew he wouldn’t let me cum, not like that…. He stopped when he felt my clit hardening and my legs began to quiver. He left me on the edge of an orgasm…

standing up again he kissed me, his fingers played with my pussy and when he asked me to bend over for him, I certainly didn’t refuse…

I bent over and felt his fingers playing with me. They tickled my pussy before sliding deep inside me. He rubbed gently against my g-spot, teasing me. His fingers were soft and gentle playing with me before slipping another finger deep into my arse.

The wild sensations were incredible. But there was more to come. He slipped his cock deep inside my pussy, it hit up against my g-spot making me want to climax almost immediately. I felt like I needed to pee but I knew that was the build up to a wild orgasm that I’d longed for….

He grabbed hold of my hips and fucked me hard. Pounding into me, those sensations were growing and I so desperately wanted to cum… I gently rubbed my clit as he fucked me. I knew I was close, he knew I was close… my legs were trembling, quivering… I was on the edge again… when he let his cock slip out of my pussy…

His teasing had me almost cumming, when he turned the shower off and suggested we move to the bed where he could start over again in comfort….

Until next time….

Marie

I’m not sure what it is but sometimes I will review a site and it will have an affect on me that I have to close my legs just to feel the throb in my clit.

The only problem with that is, I then want to feel a tongue or soft fingers brushing gently across it.

Well a few moments ago I reviewed a site that featured babes who had big boobs and they were being treated by doctors who scammed them into believing that

they knew what they were doing.

Truth be known, they knew exactly what they were doing.

While I was reviewing the site I let one of the videos play. Unfortunately it was one where I couldn’t download it, which was a bit of a disappointment but I

could set it so the video clips continued to play without me having to click on the next one just to see what was happening.

I have to admit that… I am no so fucking horny it’s not funny. Seeing a girl dressed in nothing but a medical gown, with her legs up in stirrups and her

being examined did something for me. Perhaps it was because she was so vulnerable, she submitted to him letting his fingers wander over her clit. Touching it

gently, rubbing it for her.

The look of pleasure on her face was definitely a plus. But when he licked her, I pictured it happening to me. Those pleasures I certainly could feel and the

way that guy’s tongue, teased her… it was almost like I was experiencing something that I had experienced not long before reviewing this site.

The only thing is… my fingers will have to do a little walking to relieve the ache that continues to grow in my pussy.

Until next time…

Fantasies are pretty good aren’t they? But visualizing and enjoying the real thing is better…

Marie

I spent a lot of time pacing the house last night; which gave me the chance to think about sensual and erotic moments and the times when I will let myself

ultimately surrender to the many pleasures that take over my mind, body and soul.

A lot of people might think to experience hard sex can lead to the ultimate surrender, I suppose in a way in can. But for me when I give in or let many

pleasures control my being, is when I have reached that special moment in time…

I’ve sat here trying to think and trying to write how I can reach that point of no return, when my body gives in to those pleasures… when I am there in body

but in mind and soul I am somewhere else.

Those moments come when I am totally relaxed with someone. Their touch is so gentle and soft, they let their fingers explore my body, touching me lightly,

playing with me…

Gentle caresses around my neck, behind my ears, down my back… fingers so light, followed by gentle licks and kisses tracing a path that doesn’t end until I

want it to so that I can move forward to another pleasure enables me to experience more sensations as they work their way through my body.

In my mind I focus on every touch and every sensation. Sometimes I don’t know how or when I will be lost in those pleasures because they just happen. As I

write this I am focusing on many, trying to write about one but with a pussy that needs to be touched it is a little hard to concentrate but I will.

Those fingers play between my legs, lightly touching my swollen pussy. Not entering me, not yet because it is not time. When I kneel on the bed I close my

eyes and let those gentle fingers massage me. Not just in one spot but all over my body. I am blind to those touches, not knowing where he will play with me

next, but at the same time those pleasures are like tiny sparks, shooting different colours and sensations through my mind.

I lose track of time because I get lost in those sensations. It’s almost as if each moment takes me into a different world where there is nothing but

pleasures…

His fingers tease me and please me, playing with me and I’m not sure whether he realises the affect it is having on me, but when he touches my pussy lips and

slowly slides his fingers deep inside me, those pleasures intensify each time he massages my g-spot.

It’s strange but I come back to this moment when he continues to touch me while playing with me. I know that I find my way into a space in my mind in many

ways when we enjoy each other but to describe those pleasures with him using his fingers and hand is the easiest way…

I’m not sure when he does it, but he lightly kisses me, my back, the cheeks of my arse and I feel his tongue gently lick me but then when his hand enters me

from behind, slowly, pushing and penetrating it fills me. His hand presses up against my g-spot and every time he moves it, it is like sparks of electricity

shooting through my body.

I am lost in those pleasures…. Pleasures that are mind-blowing and some would and could never understand. I am lost in that space inside my head, looking

down on what he is doing to me, feeling every sensation, enjoying every moment but I haven’t reached that moment when I can ultimately surrender… not yet… I

haven’t climaxed that way, but one day I will…

When I feel him slip his hand from my pussy I feel, an emptiness inside me, and yet at the same time those sensations are still with me. While I am on that

sensational high, I love laying in his arms, letting him touch me all over and when he kisses me, I’m on my way to the ultimate pleasures of surrender…

Until next time…

Marie

Is it only a dream….

When you work long hours and go to bed horny, sometimes you can’t help but dream. Well I know I do and last night, was one of those nights.

I’d been writing some interesting stories all day and after a few exchanges of some interesting emails that made my pussy wet it was no wonder that I dreamt of those pleasures that might one day happen to me.

I went to bed thinking of some of those emails and what might happen if those fantasies became reality. At the same time there is nothing worse than getting so close to the climax of a dream and then you wake…

I woke in the early hours of the morning, thirsty and of course I couldn’t help myself and checked my email. While I sipped on my glass of water I read back through several emails that had passed back and forth between a good friend and me, over several days. After reading them, I decided I should go back to bed because trying to read things with one eye open and the other still sleeping was not a good thing to do.

Of course I went to bed feeling hornier than I had earlier…

The dreams started… strange dreams to begin with… the teasing, touching and the pleasures, they felt so real….

I found myself kneeling on a bed waiting for him to touch me. The shy me; began to creep out from within but I kept it in check while I waited for his fingers to tickle me. He knelt behind me and with his hands lightly touching my body he began that magical and mind-blowing massage.

His fingers playing with me, all over my back, around my neck, to my nipples… my legs, my feet and between my legs, down my thighs and lightly against my pussy.

Those feelings can only be described as mystical, sensual and erotic but with my eyes closed those sensations are electrifying and my pussy needs to be touched by his fingers and his tongue before he fucks me.

With his tongue and fingers playing with me I felt that burning deep inside me. The familiar stirrings when I know that I’m creeping over the edge… I was almost there… but he stopped…

I woke, horny and longing for his touch… to climax and to feel those sensations as he holds me in his arms…

Dreams are interesting things… sometimes they are fantasy but they can become reality…

Until next time…

Marie

I was reviewing an interesting site tonight which caters for lovers of hot cum and cum swallowing girls. I was impressed however with the quality so much that I decided I wanted to take a moment away from my other writings to focus on double penetration.

Ok so I know that double penetration or DP as some will call it is a bit different to girls swallowing cum, but the site that I was reviewing had babes being fucked all over the place. Each girl received a pussy pounding she will never forget and the ass fucking… hmmm I’m sure I could handle that too.

When you have two girls and two guys performing for the camera, it goes without saying that there is going to be loads of cum, hard fucking and well… dare I say it… a little bisexual loving and of course double penetration.

There is something about double penetration that turns a lot of people on including me. The feelings I believe are really wild and for some who know me well I do like my ass played with while my pussy is filled with cock or fingers or tongue… hmm… I can feel it now…

Alright, Ill get back to what I was writing and telling you about. This site made my night, but with the promise of not playing with my pussy until the time is right, seeing not just one babe double penetrated but two in the same movie, made my panties wet. So wet I had to change them again.

Double penetration to me is something that can be enjoyed performed with someone some whom you trust or if there is only the two of you there, a cock in a pussy and a toy buried deep inside one’s ass could be a lot of fun. But then you could turn it round and have a cock in an ass and a toy in a pussy.

The feeling of fullness, the wild sensations that come from being filled and from every sensitive spot being touched, massages, pleasured; are mind-blowing.

Hmm I was asked what I like when it comes to sex. I of course turned all shy which is not like me when I am writing but when asked personally, the shyness comes out.

I’d love to try double penetration with the right person and if there was plenty of time to play. The build up to that moment is and can be very special and very personal between friends.

Trusting the other person, allowing them to take you to places beyond pleasures that some can never imagine makes for a good time together, whether it is double penetration or other pleasures that some can share.

Do I like double penetration? Well my wet panties and my throbbing clit to add to this morning’s teasing certainly tell me I do…

Until next time…
Marie

It’s interesting how far a little lipstick on a coffee cup can go. Personally I hope he finds the other cup I left behind for him….

But sometimes fantasy can become reality even though that moment in time may seem too long away…

His thoughts of finding a secluded corner in his shop where he can sit me down in his chair with my legs up so my pussy is exposed and ready for him turn me on more than he possibly realises…

To feel him standing so close to me so that his cock is just touching my pussy and we’d kiss. A nice slow kiss, sensual and erotic with his fingers playing, tickling my neck at the same time…. Hmm those tickle sensations make my pussy tingle and I want and need more.

He reluctantly pulls away from me for but a moment so he can kneel in front of me. I feel him kissing me lightly, almost like butterfly kisses on my inner thighs and around my pussy before running the tip of his tongue slowly from my arse up and over my pussy to tease my clit.

He darts his tongue in and out of my pussy, sliding it between my lips before using the flat of his tongue to tease me, resting it on my clit until slowly twirling it around it.

I could feel my juice flowing and I knew he had noticed it too because he stopped playing with my clit and lowered his tongue down to lap up my sweet juices that were beginning to pool around my arse. He teased me with his tongue, licking all around my puckered hole until I begged him to lick my clit again.

He did as I ask until he could feel my legs start to quiver. He knew I was close…

Slowly he played with my arse, slipping first one juice covered finger into my arse right up to the second knuckle, rotating it deep inside me, touching places that had me quivering more.

As his tongue and finger worked in unison my breathing began to alter, he knew I was closer that I was before and he kicked his efforts into gear bringing me to a wild mind-blowing orgasm. He continued to lick me and I knew his face was covered in my juices…. And we both knew that taste… it is so yummy…

As I began to come back to earth, he moved another chair closer and slid his cock deep inside me, him watching my fingers play with my clit while he moved his cock in and out of me. I knew his orgasm was getting closer and closer, I could feel it…

I came again, he pushed me over the edge from the mind-blowing attention he was giving me and he came with him, showering my insides with his hot cum.

When reality returns, we held each other, kissing ever so lightly and sensually until our senses returned…

As I sat here typing up a visual that both of us can share, I know I’m as horny as hell now and I wonder how he is coping…. I wonder if he has another hardon…

Until next time….

Fantasy can become reality ….

Marie

Fisting Fantasy or Reality

My experiences have taken me to a place inside my head that is pleasure and pain combined. Almost like the pleasure and pain that some will experience in a bondage and discipline session.

Let me walk you through my fantasy session… it’s possibly the easiest way to explain what I enjoyed…

Knowing that you can trust someone goes a long way when it comes to fisting fantasies and realities.

He lay next to me, touching me and his fingers found my hard clit. I was very much aroused by the sensual moment and before I knew it he was between my legs. He spread my legs wide and told me to close my eyes and enjoy the feelings. He told me that if he hurt me at all to tell him…

My heart skipped a beat but I was determined not to open my eyes but to lay back and enjoy the wild feelings he was creating. I could feel his fingers slipping inside me, back and forth… one, two and then three…

His thumb played with me, massaging my clit as he slipped the fourth finger into my pussy. I felt kind of full but the feeling was incredible. Feeling the bed move a little I was so tempted to open my eyes but didn’t… it was then that I felt him not just dribbling the cool lube onto my pussy but almost pouring it over me.

He had also poured it over his hand making it so nice and slippery…

Moving his fingers inside me again he leant over and kissed me. His tongue slipped between my lips and the moment felt perfect. I was so relaxed… my mind whirled from the electrifying sensations he was causing and my heart raced in anticipation of what was to come when I felt him pushing against my pussy.

He pushed his thumb inside me… I felt him moving his whole hand back and forth, sliding in and out of me, centimeter by centimeter, slowly but forceful but not painful. The widest part of his hand held firm in my vagina…

In my mind at first I didn’t want to go on but the feelings were incredible.

I felt myself relax and when he did so he pushed his whole hand inside me. I felt him hit up against my g-spot and the pleasures were uncontrollable. He thought that he had gone too far but my reaction was for him to fuck me more…

He did, but he didn’t ram his fist into me he slid it in slowly so it was pleasurable, kissing and touching me, sending me crazy…

For a moment he slid his hand out of me and I felt empty…. He had me kneel on all fours on the bed. He dribbled more lube onto my hot pussy…

Slowly at first from behind… his fingers inside my pussy, in and out, ever so slowly, four fingers and then thumb…

I felt myself moving back against him when he eased his hand inside me. He licked my ass, kissed my cheeks, and touched me as he fisted me. His fingers played in all the right places, touching my g-spot, rubbing it as he fucked me while his other fingers played with my ass and I frantically played with my clit…

My mind was elsewhere… it was in the pleasure zone… pain was not an issue it was pure ecstasy. He didn’t stop until I came, gushing my hot juices all over his hand and the bed, but I didn’t care I was not there, I was in my pleasure zone…

As I came he pulled his hand gently from my pussy and held me in his arms until I came down from the wondrous heights that, even now is too hard to explain, even in this fantasy… He touched me, tickling me as he massaged me…

Fantasy or reality?

Fisting can be enjoyable if done right even if it is to some… weird and strange…
Until next time…

Marie

A Special Night

In the past I have spoken about feelings, sensual pleasures, seeing an escort, women of pleasure and why do men see escorts. There comes a time with a lot of women like me who men want to spend a night with.

Here are my thoughts on that…

I’m writing this now because it is early in the morning and when I have thoughts going around in my mind I have to write them to help understand them and share them with you.

Many men have often said they would like to spend the night with me. Since working in the adult industry for many years I have often been asked “how much will it cost, what do will I get during that time, do we sleep, what positions will we do or will you do everything?”

These guys ask all the right questions but the majority of them will only ever take my answers and dream of what I tell them. To them asking for an overnight stay, or me spending the night or weekend with them is just a fantasy. But for those that decide that they would like to spend a night together with me….

“What do they get?”

They get me!

They get all of me. My pleasures, my feelings, my being… I am human remember. A real person who loves to enjoy everything that I can when I can…. But at the same time I suppose I would need to also know what I will be getting. I need to know, that I will also get something out of a night or a weekend away with you.

A night together is a pleasure and to really enjoy it I like to know the person I am spending that night with. To do that, I need to know how I will be pleasured, what he would like to do to me, how he would like to enjoy my presence and yet at the same time I’d share with him, what I’d like to do with him and let him know that I am comfortable with us having a night together.

A night together and yes there usually is some sleeping to be had, but having fun is up there before and after enjoying a nice meal together, a glass or two of wine, scotch (or any spirit that you enjoy) or a beer is good to help relax and getting to know each other.

Having spent some time exploring each other’s body, the different sensations, the wild pleasures those sensual moments before the night together helps when it comes to relaxing. The adrenalin rush just thinking about more time to share and explore can be incredible if you are really looking forward to that time.

My night together would consist of a pleasant drive together to wherever we are going. Having a normal conversation that is not all about sex, talking about sex , I will be nervous, I will try not to let my shyness show, I will try to be myself because I cannot pretend to be someone I am not…

Now… for the ‘juicy’ stuff…

Sensual moments together, a sensual tickle massage where I submit to him and he pleasures me, letting him explore every erogenous zone that he can find (I won’t help but he will know when he finds them), hard sex – me riding him, him taking me from behind, my legs up over his shoulders and me on my hands and knees giving him a wild blowjob.

Sharing a few moments to watch each other masturbate, watching each other playing with cock and pussy before is a turn on for a lot of people. I can’t wait to try this with him… I should also add that anal is on the menu and a creampie surprise for desert would be a nice treat too.

Sensual moments, touching, feeling and holding each other. Licking sucking and biting my sensitive nipples and kissing is on my list way about a lot of other things. A sensual kiss between two people is not just erotic but it can be the lead in to a wild night of passion.

So there you have my thoughts and what I sometimes wake to in the mornings. Just thinking about spending a night together makes me feel good and even though the sun isn’t up yet and I’m still waking, I think it is time to let my fingers do a little walking. All over my pussy, inside my pussy searching for my g-spot and masturbating… wishing he were here to lightly brush his tongue over my clit… hmmm

Now I wonder, besides the sensual tickle massage what he would like to do to me and how he would like to enjoy me and how he would like me to pleasure him…

I guess I’ll have to wait and see…

Until next time…

Marie

A special moment of pleasure when two friends enjoy a night together, wrapped in each other’s arms, touching, feeling and caressing…

A special kiss, passionate and sensual, highlights the need for release.

I felt myself stirring beside him as I woke. His hand slipped down from my breast to my mound and when I looked at him he smiled.

“Good morning my sweet”, he said.

“My, you are wet this morning…”

Hmm… I didn’t quite know what to say after an evening that was filled with us sharing gentle but mind-blowing orgasms together.

He took my silence as an ok to touch me again. His fingers slipped between my pussy lips once more, rubbing my clit softly.

My body tingled as he played with me. The wild sensations were magnificent; his fingers touched me in all the right places, making me feel so good.

He stopped playing for a second, kissing me deeply before he lay between my legs and spread them wide. He licked my arse with the tip of his tongue, slowly licking all the way to my clit and then back down again before slipping his fingers deep inside me.

He search for my g-spot and began rubbing ever so gently while massaging my clit with his tongue. He caressed me, so softly rubbing my g-spot until I could feel another orgasm rising up inside me.

But then he stopped…

He knelt between my legs and lifted them up until I could feel his cock, hard and erect pressed against my puckered hole. Smiling down at me he pushed his cock deep into my arse, slowing only to slip his fingers into my juicy cunt in search of my g-spot once more…