Ultimate Surrender
I spent a lot of time pacing the house last night; which gave me the chance to think about sensual and erotic moments and the times when I will let myself
ultimately surrender to the many pleasures that take over my mind, body and soul.
A lot of people might think to experience hard sex can lead to the ultimate surrender, I suppose in a way in can. But for me when I give in or let many
pleasures control my being, is when I have reached that special moment in time…
I’ve sat here trying to think and trying to write how I can reach that point of no return, when my body gives in to those pleasures… when I am there in body
but in mind and soul I am somewhere else.
Those moments come when I am totally relaxed with someone. Their touch is so gentle and soft, they let their fingers explore my body, touching me lightly,
playing with me…
Gentle caresses around my neck, behind my ears, down my back… fingers so light, followed by gentle licks and kisses tracing a path that doesn’t end until I
want it to so that I can move forward to another pleasure enables me to experience more sensations as they work their way through my body.
In my mind I focus on every touch and every sensation. Sometimes I don’t know how or when I will be lost in those pleasures because they just happen. As I
write this I am focusing on many, trying to write about one but with a pussy that needs to be touched it is a little hard to concentrate but I will.
Those fingers play between my legs, lightly touching my swollen pussy. Not entering me, not yet because it is not time. When I kneel on the bed I close my
eyes and let those gentle fingers massage me. Not just in one spot but all over my body. I am blind to those touches, not knowing where he will play with me
next, but at the same time those pleasures are like tiny sparks, shooting different colours and sensations through my mind.
I lose track of time because I get lost in those sensations. It’s almost as if each moment takes me into a different world where there is nothing but
pleasures…
His fingers tease me and please me, playing with me and I’m not sure whether he realises the affect it is having on me, but when he touches my pussy lips and
slowly slides his fingers deep inside me, those pleasures intensify each time he massages my g-spot.
It’s strange but I come back to this moment when he continues to touch me while playing with me. I know that I find my way into a space in my mind in many
ways when we enjoy each other but to describe those pleasures with him using his fingers and hand is the easiest way…
I’m not sure when he does it, but he lightly kisses me, my back, the cheeks of my arse and I feel his tongue gently lick me but then when his hand enters me
from behind, slowly, pushing and penetrating it fills me. His hand presses up against my g-spot and every time he moves it, it is like sparks of electricity
shooting through my body.
I am lost in those pleasures…. Pleasures that are mind-blowing and some would and could never understand. I am lost in that space inside my head, looking
down on what he is doing to me, feeling every sensation, enjoying every moment but I haven’t reached that moment when I can ultimately surrender… not yet… I
haven’t climaxed that way, but one day I will…
When I feel him slip his hand from my pussy I feel, an emptiness inside me, and yet at the same time those sensations are still with me. While I am on that
sensational high, I love laying in his arms, letting him touch me all over and when he kisses me, I’m on my way to the ultimate pleasures of surrender…
Until next time…
Marie