The Hands of Time
Some may say that this is a strange title for an entry on a journal, but not when it comes to the topic of my day. Time is such a strange thing really. All around the world we live by times, we work, eat; sleep and we rely on times for numerous things.
But there is one thing that I never allow time to rule and that is my moments of pleasure. However there are times when the amount of pleasure I can enjoy, and endure while at the hands of someone else can change the way I like to allow myself time.
Sometimes it can’t be help, time has to be there or one could continue pleasuring each other all day, way into the night and into the morning.
Hmm, now that I would love to experience… Today was a day that I had longed to experience, but never ever thought it would happen. Today was a day where fantasy became reality, but at a point today I so desperately wanted to climax, but couldn’t. Because of time…
I want to ‘save myself’ for a time when the pleasures that one will allow me to enjoy will not be for an hour but a time when we have many hours to share. I want to feel his touches, his caresses and I want him to hold me and when I quiver I want to cum… not just once, but many times in one night.
Today I teased him, playing with my pussy so he could see me. Even when he was trying, hmmm yes trying to pretend he wasn’t looking at what I was doing. I let it slip that I had found a very sensitive spot and of course he was aware of that moment and in my mind, I focused again on time, desperately wanting to cum, but not wanting to… I wanted to hold onto that moment until the time was right.
I was so close… so close to cumming that my clit tingled uncontrollably, it was begging me to let it burst… to let my juices flow… but I didn’t…. instead I could feel little twitches almost like after shocks from something that was so close … but still the time was not right.
Inside me there is a longing to spend that time together. Yes I am nervous because I have never been with him for more than an hour or two. But this is different.
Two people enjoying sensations, exploring and seeing how far one can go. I want to try everything, well as much as time will allow us and I want to climax many times.
I want to feel his tongue on my pussy when I cum, his hand inside me and his cock in my arse… mutual masturbation while we both touch and hold each other…
Hmm two people enjoying wild sensations, holding, touching, cuddling and pleasuring.
A time together will come soon and so will I…
Until next time…
Marie