Feelings
How does one explain how they feel when they feel so good? Ok so it is a strange question but in my last post I wrote about guys who made me feel good and then there were those who were a good fuck but that was about as far as they went.
Today for some reason something made me see how I am often drawn into the sensual feelings and it works on the way I feel for some people. Working in the adult industry, was supposed to be filled with the worst people on this earth to some gentleman who actually do give a damn.
Let me explain something here… you see many would think that working ladies like myself don’t have feelings, but they do. I do. I feel so much. But there is also a time when I know when those feelings are real, when they are a little disturbed, when they are having fun or when they just can’t stand someone, but will continue to see them because they have the money to pay and that is what the business is all about.
However, having said that and having had a glass of wine with dinner, my mind and heart are open once more to sharing how I love those wild sensations that one can give.
I am never one to rush when it comes to reaching places within a relationship. I like to build on that moment as much as I can. I want to experience so much, to feel the comfort, the wild sensations, the warmth that even just a cuddle can give. At the same time I don’t like to rush anyone into doing anything with me they do not want to do.
Touching, caressing, feeling are all part of the sensual moments that I truly enjoy.
For those who don’t know me and for some who do, I read the last sentence and I can’t help but smile to myself. I don’t always show emotions or sensual feelings towards someone because many would read those moments as being something that isn’t true.
Remember what I said that some working ladies do have feelings… I am one of them. I do have feelings and sometimes those feelings do come to the forefront and show themselves to the person who I enjoy.
To the person who I enjoy being with, enjoy the sensual moments with and when and if the time is right the night away where we can explore those sensual and erotic touches of pleasure.
Writing this entry tonight has been one of the hardest because I have been trying to read my own mind and enjoy what is happening. I have decided that I really do want to experience everything I can because those moments mean a lot to me.
Knowing when we have spoken that there is no commitment is something that establishes learning or a yearning for more.
How far do we go, when we pleasure each other, how do I know to let my body give in to those wild pleasures… to not let other intrusions enter into my mind when I am on the edge of a wild orgasm…
I suppose only time will tell. I want to learn more. I want to learn and enjoy erotic moments while trying to squirt, the tickle massage that leaves me dripping wet and many other pleasures that I have yet to learn…
I want to block out the things that interrupt my mind, that take me away from that building orgasm… so I can learn and enjoy more…
Before I leave you guys bored to tears…
I am a person who loves to be touched, who craves attention, enjoys sensual and erotic touches. I am a real person… who loves hugs and cuddles….
Marie