Marie’s Journal

Whenever my slave comes to play, it’s always a case of pain and pleasure…

Now where are those weights?

When my slave comes to visit, he always brings along his little kit of goodies for me to play with and I knew that his weights were inside that bag, just waiting for me to play. I noticed his clothes pegs and decided to use those also.

While I searched for the weights I found my long length of chain so I could hang the weights down. They would weigh heavily on his balls and I knew he would enjoy that little test of strength.

No words were spoken at all when I attached the weights onto the cock ring that was already in place. The weights pulled down on his cock and balls and it was then that I attached the pegs. I pinched the skin gently, before pegging the pegs onto his scrotum.

I heard him gasp, but I knew he was enjoying the pain and the pleasure. All up I attached 4 pegs and gently played with them, flicking them up and down until his groans of pleasure or was it pain echoed around the room.

I spanked his bottom until it was a nice shade of red before using my paddles and then my new whip. He really enjoyed my new whip, almost as much as I enjoyed using it. The lovely red welts would last a few days I was sure of that. He never once said his safeword so I knew he was ok.

However he did jump a little when I used my paddle to lightly slap his balls… he thanked me for pleasuring him.

Tomorrow I will tell you how he worshipped my pussy and switching roles. He does make a good Master…

Marie

Damn Joe you certainly know how to work your tongue over my pussy. It is still tingling from the pleasure you gave it. One thing I love is someone playing with my arse at the same time and you did that so well today.

I felt the adrenalin rush because I knew you were going to do it especially when you kept playing with my pussy and using my juices to lube up my tight arse. Next time I think we should do anal but let me get over today first. The pleasures that swept through my body were magnificent and I can’t wait to do this all over again.

You said you loved playtimes, well let me say that I love them as much as you do and I can’t wait until you have some more free time to come and play with me.

Thanks so much Joe…
Guys, Joe is a guy who loves to ensure a woman gets as much pleasure as he does. I hope he likes the blowjob before I ride him because I certainly love giving him one. I especially like to run my teeth gently up and down the shaft of his cock before teasing him and sucking him into my mouth.

Thirty minutes of wild orgasmic pleasures.

I had a conversation with a guy today about me being me. It seems that even though I feel that I have opened up to many things, I don’t really come out and talk about it. Well things are about to change. I have started opening up on other blogs of mine but not this one and it is the one that I feel I should open up on.

You see there is a side to me that some may not know about. It is not until you are in a room with me and we start our time together slowly. Getting to know each other first is a must or the moment is wasted.

When you venture into my world you will see what I mean. I am very open to thing various things including fisting. Yeah I know for some people especially in some countries where porn is deemed obscene, I have to say women do get off on fisting. For those people who can’t relax enough to enjoy it, you are missing out on something very special.

Now not everyone will enjoy fisting and fisting is not for everyone. But for me, if I am comfortable with someone, if the time is right, if the mood is right and if that person is a gentle person and one who wants me to have as much pleasure as them then I’ll enjoy that moment as much as I can.

The feeling is indescribable. There are times when and if the moment is right, I am taken to places inside my mind where no one else can go. The place I believe is somewhere where a submissive can be taken when they are being controlled by their master or mistress.

During the time of those pleasures, that is where I am. I am in a place where pleasure takes over my whole being.
Tomorrow, I’m going to take you on stroll through my dark side…

Until then.

Marie

Last week I had the pleasure of seeing one of my favourite clients. It is interesting because sometimes when everyone gets busy you forget how much you enjoy someone coming to see you.

Fortunately I have several guys who I really enjoy seeing, but last Friday was special for me. It has been a long time since I have been relaxed enough to let a guy go as far with me as he did on Friday. Joe (name changed for obvious reasons especially for privacy reasons) is a guy who is always very relaxed and I have to admit that he knows how to use his tongue on my clit.

But things went a little further than a great oral workout. I wanted him to do to me what Caveman did. I wanted him to fist me.

Did Joe know how to do this?? Oh yeah and he did it very well too. He lubed up his hand and didn’t rush it at all. He had me on the edge of a wild orgasm for so long that I was literally shaking. My whole body was quivering, desperately wanting that release that had been building up for so long.

Finally I gave in and begged him to lick me. I’m not sure how he did it but he managed to keep most of his hand inside me and moved it slowly whilst licking me at the same time.

He knew I was coming, my loud cries echoed around the room as he continued to lick and lightly touch me with his fingers as I came down from those wondrous heights of mind-blowing pleasure.

Joe lay back down on the bed and I knelt between his legs. I licked and sucked his cock, licking all the way up and down the shaft and around the head. I could taste his pre-cum and I just had to do something about it.

I had an itch that just wouldn’t go away, so I straddled his hips and lowered my pussy down onto his hard cock. I rode him gently but in my mind I was wishing he would take me from behind. When he asked if he could do doggy… well I was quick to get on my knees and wiggle my ass for him.

It was the best feeling ever.

Thanks Joe… until next time…

Marie

I know I have mentioned the Fetish Club before, but after visiting it is definitely a site worth checking out. Well let me say this… ouch… wow and ouch again. A word of warning before making your way into this site…. Fetish Club is BDSM community and you will be welcomed by Mistress Shaved. It is a site not for the faint hearted.

If you ever wondered what it was like to feel a Mistress’ pain then this site will take you on a journey of pain, hardcore and extreme pleasure and pain all rolled into one. One submissive, who could not escape the wrath of a femdom, was whipped with her riding crop. The excruciating pain could be felt all the way up from his balls, to the head of his cock right up the stars he could see in his mind.

Now guys not only does this site feature bondage and discipline, they take BDSM to the extreme. Piercings, waxing, spankings, fisting and more pain… Like I said this site is not for the faint hearted.

This BDSM and fetish community allows you to view hours and hours of hard videos. When you enter the site with your password and username you will find the features that you will be allowed access to. Video theatres, photo galleries featuring many niches including watersports and visit the chatroom when you get the chance.

The site does have a lot of exclusive content but at the same time it has loads more content to keep you entertained for hours. There is a never ending supply of content and when you think you are nearing the end you will find more.

The video clips that you will find inside the fetish cinema were superb and the bondage and discipline was like no other that I had seen before. The action is real, real pain, real pleasure, real mistress and femdoms, real masters and slaves. Hardcore action is around every corner. Every clip contains a fetish that a lover of that fetish can relate to.
Well what more can I say… except if you decide to take up the challenge and become a apart of this huge BDSM and fetish community you will have access to and be exposed to bondage, sex, fetish, anal sex, BDSM, fetishism, cum shots, lesbians, body modification, spanking, waxing, domination, foot fetish sex, whips, mistresses, Asian bondage, chambers and dungeons, leather and latex, female domination, male domination, hardcore, extreme, weird, kinky, bizarre features and more.

This Fetish Club is definitely one of my favourite hot porn sites that you should check out, if you are game…

This weekend I had the chance to look inside an extreme fetish site. The Fetish Club left me wondering how many things I can do to my slave when he comes to visit. I watched one slave tied up endure the pain of Lady Pain’s whip and riding crop.

Now you may think that that is not so bad, but when the whip or the riding crop comes down on your penis or your balls it is enough to make any man or woman’s toes curl.

In my mind I wondered how my slave would enjoy being chained up and whipped like Lady Pain did to her slave. Then I remembered hehehe quite wickedly, that I already use my studded paddle and riding crop on my slave. My bamboo cane which he so kindly gave me is used also.

Those lovely pink and red stripes that flow from his fair ass to his balls and penis make a nice pattern. His moans that go with it add to the pleasure that I get knowing that the pleasure and the pain is almost the same for him.

The Fetish Club is not a site for the faint hearted. However it is also a fetish lover’s paradise. A community where members will find lots of hard fetishes, like fisting (hmmm) watersports, bondage and discipline, pleasure and pain, piercing, waxing, fisting, domination, gangbangs, anal sex, hard pain, and so much more.

The hours of movies available to all members will take you a lifetime to get through.

I enjoyed the Fetish Club because it taught me lots. My slave should be visiting next week and I think he will find that his cock and ball torture has gone to a new level of pain.

Why Use An Escort?

I read an article written by a guy not long ago who had no idea really why men would ever use an escort. He suggested that men should really ‘wank their crank’ rather than see an escort who might cheat him out of money or give him some sort of disease on purpose.

Hello! This guy really should wake up, get a life and perhaps that is the reason he doesn’t have a friend and instead he needs to wank his own crank to get off.

Well guys let me say this. After working in the adult industry for many years. I have seen many hundreds of guys every year from all walks of life, the rich, the middle class, the blue collar workers and the white collar workers and I have to tell you the pleasure has been all mine and theirs.

When guys go to see escorts it can be for a variety of reasons:
They are lonely

They are suffering from depression

They want to be touched

To have and enjoy a girlfriend experience

They want hard sex but their wife or girlfriend will not oblige

They try to keep the peace at home

They may not have a partner or friend

They lost their partner

These are just a few of the reasons.

Many guys who are lonely need a female’s touch, they don’t want to sit at home and wank their crank or stroke their cock. It is not the same as having a female’s touch, someone to hold, to be with, to talk to… Yes you can have a decent conversation with many ladies who are escorts. They are not all dumb blond bimbos like some guys think they are. You know the ones who can write about seeing an escort but never having seen one at all.

Working in the online industry has seen many girls suddenly become councillors, psychologists, a lover, a friend, a sex object, someone who can make that guy feel good about themselves and offer advice when they can.

Some girls, I have to agree are the type that will get the guy in and get it out in a matter of moments, but others and yes there are many of them out there that are sensual and are prepared to work with a guy who wants and needs attention.

Unlike the inexperienced guy who has never been to see an escort, many guys would be more qualified to write a column as to cover the topic of ‘why use an escort?’ – he might be able to take some of that advice and put it to good use.

Over the past 6 years many guys who experience impotence, the inability to get it up, who need to be cuddled and who need comfort, advice and yes sex have been to see me. The age group is varied – from 19 up to 93. Yes you read that right – 93.

All guys are different even though some may have the same type of problem. There have been times when wives have sent their husbands to see escorts because they have gone off sex, they are ill or suffering from a disability and cannot provide a sexual moment for their partner. There have been times when the wife has been pregnant and the guy who is always so used to having sex is sent to see an escort to stop him from getting too twitchy.

Seeing an escort is different. It can be a mind-blowing experience for some but others can be disappointed if they have chosen the wrong lady to see or they walk away unsatisfied with their experience. The moment was wrong, the lady was not mature enough, not experienced enough etc. Or the guy was a complete jerk and decided to make the lady’s life hell so was asked to leave…

Now the way some guys like the writer who pointed out reasons why men use escorts and why he preferred not too has discussed is in most cases very wrong. Sure there are some girls out there who carry diseases, but with regular health checks which all workers should partake in, most times it is the worker who is cleaner than some of the guys who walk in off the street. In most cases it is the guy who calls an escort, who asks the girl if they actually use condoms and a lot get upset when the answer is ‘yes’ they do.

Guys, for whatever reason you feel you need to see an escort, think about it, talk to the escort before you see her, and tell her what you want. Ask questions, ask many questions. Listen to her voice on the phone or if you go into an agency and have a viewing, choose wisely and if you don’t like her, talk to management.

If you are nice to the workers and the management then the experience can be a happy one. Seeing a private worker, which is legal in most countries, the experience can be as pleasant without the feeling of being watched when you walk in the door.

Would I recommend you see an escort?

Only you can make that decision. I cannot make that decision for you, nor can the guy who prefers to wank his crank.

Check back soon for the girlfriend experience, the mature escort, the different services that an escort can provide and other articles on ‘why use an escort’…

M

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My own personal experiences from faking orgasms happened many years ago when I was with my ex husband. He always thought he was so good in bed, things were rushed and he never ever took the time to ask me what I liked.

I suppose in a sense you could say that that was partly my fault because I didn’t say anything, but sometimes when things just aren’t right… you couldn’t be bothered even starting to explain what might feel nice or to try something different.

It wasn’t until many years later that I was able to relax enough with my partner and a few other guys that things turned around. Now I want my orgasms, I need to have them and they’re not just little pissy oh oh… ones they are mind-blowing ones that one cannot fake.

How was I suddenly able to have and enjoy an orgasm?

Relaxing, enjoying, being treated well and having fun all rolled into one. I learnt how to focus on the right spots, to lay back and enjoy the wild sensations that each sensitive spot provided and finally…. the cries that my man wanted to hear.

Only a few guys know how to do this properly and for them they are rewarded with my wild cries…

Until next time…

Many women fake orgasms for various reasons. Sometimes it maybe because she can’t relax enough to let the wild feelings wash over her or perhaps her partner just doesn’t know how to give her one or he is too rushed at that particular time.

Sometimes there is also the chance that she really cannot stand her partner or other worrying issues are on her mind that makes her fake it more often than not.  I’ll be back to tell you why I faked an orgasm with my ex-husband…

by Peter James
“I have been married for 20 years. My wife just told me that she has never experienced an orgasm when we were together, but she didn’t tell me because she didn’t want to hurt my feelings. I don’t know what to think. I love my wife, but she’s been hiding this from me for more than 20 years! Why wouldn’t she just tell me?”

A lot of women fake orgasm. Some women in their 40’s or 50’s have been faking with their husbands for the entire duration of their marriages. Almost every woman has faked it at least a time or two. Which means that almost every man has experienced a woman orgasming who wasn’t…

Why do women fake?

Some do it to avoid disappointing their partner. Some women wish to avoid continued intercourse, and fake orgasm to bring things to a conclusion. A lot of women are given the message that they are “less than” women if they do not have an orgasm. Some women realize that their partner is really trying and want to reward his efforts even though they didn’t come.

Some women are afraid of damaging their partner’s ego… Let’s face it, some men DO feel mighty sensitive if his partner doesn’t come.

Can a man tell if a woman fakes an orgasm?

The best way to tell if a woman has faked an orgasm is by the way she acts afterwards. Women usually take a couple minutes to “come down” after good sex and an orgasm. If the woman you’re with is immediately peppy and full of energy, she might be faking it.

Most women like to cuddle after sex, but a woman who does not orgasm often does not feel as cuddly. In fact, she’s often rather energetic at a time where all that energy does not make sense - right after you made love. She may want to make coffee, or do a little cleaning. She will not feel close with you, and she won’t feel relaxed.

As sexual tension builds, so does adrenaline. When we orgasm, the body releases chemicals that relax the tension. That is why men often fall asleep, and women seem dazed and dreamy right afterwards. A man or woman who has felt sexual tension build and has not experienced release will still be under the influence of the adrenaline.

“Was it good for you?”

Paradoxically enough, if you’re not sure if your partner really came, and you ask her “honey, was it good for you?”, you will often only irritate her. Even worse would be to ask her “Did you come?” We all like to feel that our partners are paying attention to what we’re feeling and experiencing in sex.

It is harder to read women because their orgasms do not include ejaculation - no woman needs to ask “honey, did you come?” because she knows he did.

Although communication is the key to resolving this situation, it often never gets addressed.
For one thing, a lot of men are very sensitive about their bedroom skills, and are likely to respond with defensiveness or anger when told that their partner did not orgasm.

These men often either blame the woman (”you’re not woman enough”) or simply make sure she knows that it isn’t his fault by making regrettable statements (”my OTHER partners had no complaints”).

If your partners are comfortable enough with you, you can determine more of what they really feel. But if you want your partners to trust you enough to communicate, you must be careful not to belittle or blame. Remember that it is harder for a woman to achieve orgasm, and that this is not your fault. Most likely she does not think it is your fault, either. She just feels sort of let down.

What can I do?

You can make yourself an accessible person to your partners. Make sure that you never say insulting or belittling things to them. You can simply tell them that you DO care how they feel but you cannot always tell if they have had an orgasm.

Let them know that you will be more than happy to do whatever will make it easier to come, and that if they don’t fake it, it would help you to know what they do and don’t like. Point out that if they DO fake it, and if you can’t tell, it doesn’t mean you don’t care but it DOES mean that you won’t know.

If it’s something as simple as taking more time, you’re home free. Just extend the foreplay.
If it’s that she needs a different position, or only experiences orgasms with oral sex, that is certainly something you can work on.

Always let your partners know that you want them to experience as much pleasure as you do,
and that you would like to know what you do that feels good, or that they don’t care for. Let
them know that you won’t have hurt feelings, and it will help you to please them.

If a woman you’re with fakes it after you have sincerely communicated this to her, it is her issue and not anything to do with you.

If you find sex a way to share and communicate pleasure, and your partners know this, it should be good every time, even if one of you doesn’t always orgasm.

Thanks to The Ultimate Sex Guide for this article.